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This too. I KNOW this will happen. I'm too emotional of a person to have sex and not feel anything afterwards. Or before.
im starting to not give a mcfuck
Surprised your work hasn't gone under with the amount of time you spend here or leaving early.
And getting laid for the first time didn't change how I was... Im still that person and will always be that person. However what getting laid the first time did do is it allowed me to put some perspective on sex and relationships. It allowed me to stop putting the pussy so high on a pedestal, and it allowed me to (when not in love) subjectively realize I am easily influenced by sex and "I love you". Having this perspective has allowed me to control my emotions and has improved my ability to have normal friendship relationships with women which was typically difficult in the past. It's like say sky diving.... Say you always think about it, and it scares the shit out of you. And you swear that you'll never do that shit because your terrorfied of heights. That you'd probably have a heart-attack if you tried it. But then when you finally actually do it, you realize it wasn't nearly as bad as you feared. You gain perspective and have a more intimate understanding of yourself and that experience. And if you were to ever do it again, you're no so psyched up like you were the first time. Perhaps you never go and do it again... that's fine. But You've done it. you experienced it. and in doing so you are now better equipped to handle that situation again in the future if you had too.
I should just invest in one of these body pillows. Waifu would never hurt me (note this is not actually my waifu - Although Macross is my fav anime. Team Misa though).